I belong to no one
Auctioning off pieces of myself for pleasure
I struggle with the joint custody of my serotonin…
That new people smell.
That familiar touch.
I belong to no one.
The demands are too much.
Shackled to my feelings
Imprisoned by my mind
A dopamine fiend looking for my next high
A serotonin slave
An endorphin whore
An oxytocin potion drunkard on the floor
The illusion and futility of a permanent happiness…