I am Dead

Crying on the outside

Dying from within

Falling through the mazes

Don’t know where I’ve been

Can’t know where I’m going

Blinded by the lies

Taken with fear

Contemplating my demise

Looking for an answer

Finding out the truth

Knowing that you love me

Hating I love you

Wanting to be wanted

Needing to be there

Showing you the bleeding

You don’t even care

Cut me down to size

Pouring out regret

Loving every moment

For you I am dead

Trinity Blaze (age 22)

Written February 16, 2007