Sun beams

Fear precedes love

For a deserted mind cannot fathom solitude as a necessity

but a horrid misappropriation

Love in a lonely eye

is life in a fallacy

An existence spent searching the sun

for extra beams of light to spare

and a warmth to lull even the coldest of hearts

Oh, to love in vain!

In fear and overexerting attention

The analytic cynic you’ve become

is far more saddening than the definition you’ve given


For love is the very rising of the sun you strain to elude

after a long night

Drawing the curtains tighter

but A Certain Slant of Light catches the wall

Didn’t you want sun beams?

Trinity Blaze (age 20)

Written December 17, 2005